Wednesday, October 17, 2007
i did very stupid things today.. soo very stupid that i regret it and am unable to get over it.. i made my little worth life now worthless.. i can't believe that now i have a mark to feel/look at to remind me how stupid i am.. An injury i don't know will last how long, i never want to do what i did again.. i don't even know why i did it but i totally regret it. I was no different from a tissue.. use and throw.. is that how i should value my life? to be used in a way that i regret? now that it has come to here, i realli think.. if nothing changed b4 i wouldn't be in this state.. Why did i choose to be the loner and self adventurer which led to my on cause of death.. I cannot even begin how regretful i am of my actions.. I guess my meaning in life is pretty much over as it is now.. No one would wanna even look at me anymore.. I'm really... a toy..
Posted by wJ at 12:09 AM