Wednesday, December 26, 2007
now Yesterday 25/12.. hmmmz its Christmas.. feels like nothing anyways..
Yesterday had HH rehearsal.. i was there like 1hour early.. so i got a candy cane from the bass uncle.. =p.. he was like walking around hanging them on instruments so funny.. erhu hang, liuqin hang pipa also hang.. hah.. anyways.. haha XQ gave me a CARD.. and the envelop has a handsome sticker.. =p... haha thanks a lot.. and KB gave us some home-baked delights (i think the cup-cakes are addictive =p ).. =p.... lol it was just rite except for the oil part =p... haha.. oops.. =x
Rehearsal for 走西口 was the same.. i never practice for it haha.. then i said next song sure is 金琳思(forgot which lin liao) which really was.. OMG.. haha.. so i told KB today no 红梅.. but omgosh.. last minute request for 红梅... and then he got upset cos 老师 scolded his starting part.. dun saded la.. sure can do better one =).. lol but haha i also quite happy with it in a way.. i just love 红梅's melody.. =p...
omg la.. 沈老师 told me some stuffs cos i was there early and was playing 阳光.. which i felt like erm.. okay... a very nice offer but i don't think i might want to take up that offer anyways.. i'm not sure myself... i'll see how when the time comes.. then it'll be a serious decision to make liao..
惡作劇2吻 soo funny.. haha... thanks XQ for the recommendation.. =p.. now i got something else to watch apart from my 狂练 season..
sadly the most saded thing that happened was when I wanted to go to sleep.. just felt things were just so unfair.. nothing will change things as they are now.. its all like predestined.. If i've known earlier i wouldn't gave up something else for this.. but how was i to know this would happen yet so fast.. and of cos the most naive thing i could ever say yet over again is "i wish i can turn back time" prevent myself from doing the most horrible mistakes i've ever done to prevent this day from happening.. i call people yet i don't know what i want to say to them.. over something like this i've spent nites not knowing why i'm tearing.. its like a silent killing.. but i've resolved that I will stop everything related to this by end of 2007.. i don't want to carry this forward to 2008.. i've carried this long enough.. 1 years worth of silent suffering.. after the 30th perhaps things will begin to show change already.. i will heed a friend's advice i've always seem to overlook because i thought maybe i didn't had to go that far since its not really that bad yet.. but i guess i really must.. i will move on without the Sun.. i'm sure someday a new Sun will rise.. but now i still have my Moon, Cloud, Wind and Stars.. thanks XQ for the comment in Chinese.. i'll keep them in mind.. =).. start a fresh year..
Posted by wJ at 11:35 AM