Monday, December 31, 2007
Today went for EXPENSIVE K-session.. haiz.. the phone reception confirmed with me it was $13++ but then on the spot say $16.50++.. so &*^* seriously.. but okay i guess we sort of had fun.. i sang alone in the room for 1 hour.. then about 3/4 through it songs went in and out... lyrics go in and out and i suddenly thought of a lot of things and just didn't want to stay in the room anymore.. i went out to SMS and answer call but half of it was fake.. i just wanted to go out.. i didn't want people to see that i'm being sad cos that'll probably irritate them..
After K we took a long hard decision of where to eat and we finally ended up in Bugis.. yet again.. and we ate Yoshinoya yet again.. haha.. and then crap a lot of nonsense.. then they start playing the match-making game again.. then everything got all dull moody and dead.. xq you ok??? u realli dun look like so to me...
its already 31th Dec and i cannot do anything right.. what i said previously that i said my resolve was to end it after 30th in the end it never happened.. and i suppose it never will anytime soon.. although i'm greatly affected by the things happening around me but simple words can just wash me away.. but of cos wad i feel and want can definitely never happen.. makes me wanna go back to what i used to have.. yet that also already ended and is beyond salvageable i suppose. guess i was never meant to be then.. i played this game more than 4 times but it all failed.. 2 still deeply carved into me..
Posted by wJ at 11:38 PM