Saturday, December 29, 2007

you know. i dunno.. i can't bring.. nvm.. i can't complete my sentences..

anyways today.. had lesson.. don't want to talk about it.. i can only say i've failed yet again.. i'm a disappointment i suppose. i tried so hard and managed to achieved a state of kuang lian for 2 weeks and what happens?? i cocked up.. i missed.. i MEMORISED WRONGLY..

anyways after that went to kun rui to send her pipa for checkup. turns out that the diagnosis she got was very insistent on a single problem.. hopefully something can be done for her

then we headed out to Bishan to eat... ok maybe that was just the best part of my saturday friday thursday so on so forth.. me and xq bought Taiwan dishes and the more we see the more we buy =p.. in the end bought 锅贴, 小龙包, 葱油饼.. ate and chat and talk a lot.. said lotsa funny things... then the group of us went to Orchard.. which was the most bad part..

i somehow strained my left arm WITHOUT carrying anything on it.. it was like OMFG.. and Orchard crowded and carry qin very irritating.. my bag so heavy somemore.. sigh.. nvm.. I can never satisfy people because i'm forever complaining about everything thats inconvenient for me.. went kino was probably the most relief part for me.. cos i stood at the Manga section drop my bag and qin and stone and felt happy that there is NO LOAD on me..

got home.. played audi.. nobody's home.. i'm home alone... everyone went overseas.. damn sian.. the sole reason why i hate/cannot be alone is because i will think a lot.. and i think very far and wide of things at random which are usually searing to me.. sigh.. thinking of old times..

and about my past few posts. i dunno.. i dunno what to do about it anymore.. that person is like.. and i can't help but be like ... i really dunno... i cannot do this.. i'm soft-hearted. and thats my weakness.. a small bit can make me change my resolve???

我真的不知道该这么样才好。我想讲出来但是，觉得讲的时候就会觉得对听的是非
常不公平。反正每个人也忙，我跟不想要有人为我觉得烦恼。我自己受苦够了，不
用也把朋友一起拉下水。

梦里，只有月亮，风云，星星。太阳是可能在出现了。因为我在我心中里用了弓和
箭把心里的太阳射下了。但是因为这种想法很离谱，因为太阳是不可能那么容易射
下来的。

Posted by wJ at 11:46 PM