Tuesday, January 1, 2008
it only happens once a while.. i feel bewitched by the words u say... but i should let it all go away.. the spell shall end and my pain hopefully along with it..
i hope that now things have started in a new year.. i will stop thinking about this and let it go.. it is time to let it go like letting a ship set sail towards a great waterfall.. only memories exist.. in 5-8years time u might hear from me not normally but in a more special manner.. but that might also just be our last contact.. for now.. everything will take its course naturally.. or the most natural way would do..
well 2007 went and 2008 is here..
i thought of something really silly.. could i try starting afresh by really starting afresh even with my friends.. where we start from scratch.. but that will never happen because scratch already happened.. unless i got into some accident and lost a fraction of my memories.. the phenomenon of dreams are sometimes so happy yet some are just searing.. i wake up every morning with sore eyes.. only reason to explain why would be that i just had a bad dream and teared away..
i wanna see and talk to someone again and thought maybe we could forget what happened in the past and start over.. but that of cos i highly doubt will ever happen.. whats over never comes back.. i can scheme my way but its not worth it..
what to do.. forget about it..
what i want i will never get.. what i don't want its forever around me.. i hope life could be fairer to me this year.. i can only begin to imagine the great battle at the end of this year.. no mercy on the stage.. it is a fight for everything..
the immeasurable pains i wish begone.. let it leave me forever and beyond..
i feel tempted to contact some people.. some of the past and some i should never begin.. why?
Posted by wJ at 11:40 PM