Tuesday, May 6, 2008
wad can i say... history repeats.. i have already assumed what happened... i hate it when people know something and then they tell me indirectly and then they hide it.. it makes me think that they are making me to try and doubt.. but they know what really happens and refuse to say.. me being me.. deleting is all part of my life... i am not open to just anybody.. neither do i show myself to just anybody.. right now.. i think its stupid to call anyone and i dunno just do what i want to do.. in fact i made that stupid choice all along.. i was prepared for this wasn't i? or was i only prepared for the previous incident but not this.. i don't know.. i don't want to know...
am i a failure or a disaster.. anyway thanks for telling me finally even though i already knew it since 2 days ago.. i want to be alone.. but fact is i don't.. i say it for saying it sake.. i hate this...
oh well.. been warned.. not by one but by 5.... take life as it is huh.. ok then.. take it as it is..
tmr accompanying my mum to KK again.. hope after everything is settled she'll be fine.. till then...
Posted by wJ at 11:16 PM