Monday, June 30, 2008

note to myself

想要的一切，不一定是在这辈子里会拥有的。
带着希望每天会越来越好。
可惜，想了又在想。
虽然彼此有点相似，
可是可能事实就是不可能的吧。
那就算了，可能我这辈子是不会有这个荣幸。
就算我一直努力，也可能改不了什么事。

缘分，那命中注定的是?

对个人有意思，
想象真的没那么容易。可能我太自愿了吧。
我不相信我在这两年死心了。
有时想当年一切都很顺，连分手都不算什么大事。
彼此之间已经保持了沉默已经两年了。
也许我可能还想找个机会，
可惜机会来过一次但我没去抓住机会的尾巴。
反而感觉害怕，选择躲避。那是我命中的另一个遗憾。
哈哈，我花了太多时间在一个回不了的感情吧。
心情重视很沉重，为了这个人。我变了很多。

虽然心目中还会过冬天，可能有一天春天会敲着我的门。
带给我温暖和快乐。
我的快乐一定会回来的。

Posted by wJ at 8:49 PM

Saturday, June 28, 2008

heh heh.. FRIDAY

had lesson in the morning.. well... no comments... haha need to put some intel when practicing =).. jy to me for next week.. haha.. then went with XQ to Coronation Plaza to eat Prince Coffee House.. haha its so nice. $6.50 for a set meal.. =P

the plan was to go K but oh well.. we were like 45mins late liao.. so was thinking of KTV Party World... but didn't know promo is until 8pm haha.. in the end we met up with daijun and went for dinner.. walk around Marina Square until tired liao.. just to find that Anderson's Ice Cream shop which we didn't buy anything from when he FINALLY found it.. haha.. Azabu Sabo or something li that we saw exotic ice cream flavours... got Tofu flavour O_o ... Sea Salt and Caramel (eww?)... banana chocolate (?_?) haha too hungry liao... we wanted to Eat Seoul Garden but it was FULL... so we thought maybe Waraku.. OMG worse... then we were just about to go back Raffles City Basement eat Pizza Place (the place where is strangely the most empty out of all its neighbouring shops) but then we saw the Hong Kong Xin Wang Cafe.. and decided to eat there instead.. MANGO ICE!!.. =P

Bake rice erm.. haha i didn't like it.. it was like Beef Chunks and Rice and Cheese and Black Pepper Sauce.. so sometimes the rice has no sauce and the cheese dun really make a lot of difference cos its rather dry.. so it was rather . . . . haha.. the HK Milk Tea quite funny.. it was a metal "gong" (container type) haha.. then got this very funny promoter for Friends with HK XW Cafe... she talk very very fast.. the 1st time she told me everything i only listened like 10% of it.. =P then she repeat again slower.. haha.. and we decided to get the membership... 10% rebate sia.. and free wine on the month of your birthday... lol our aim is the Wine.. HAHA... then we get to pick a drink for free.. so haha.. we got Tiger Beer.. =P... the msot expensive drink liao... pretty funny watching each other drink Tiger Beer hahaha.. then Mango Ice came.. hahha.. by the time we were done with everything 10pm liao.. hah so late.. oh and i got new name.. -_-.. WenJie.. she write wrongly.. Noooooooo.. haha

ok quite funny.. while going home.. i just had that feel.. since i just drank alchohol (no kick at all) i feel like having some club Feel... so i on iPod and like sorta blast Black Eye Peas - Monkey Business Album.. then haha ok sorta got feel.. but people started staring at me.. i totally ignored em.. until i got home then i took off my earpieces?? OMG i can hear the lyrics when the ear pieces are like quite far away from my ear.. i was like OOopss.. (which resulted in my semi-deafness today.. haha ps to all those who talk to me and i keep going huh?? =P)


Today.. OMG!!!! i must put my room phone somewhere more accessible.. or put silent mode or something.. i had a friggin phone call that wasn't mine at 8.30... i was SOOOO ANGRY!!.. cos i put my phone on a high stool instead of the table.. and from my bed i gotta stretch to reach it.. and ME being SLEEPY AND GROGGY AND TIRED AND DREAMY!!.. had to wake a fraction of me to move to the phone to entertain the caller.. (although i had thoughts of lifting the phone and slamming it back down) =P... then i went back to sleep.. then nic call me.. then i woke up again.. Pek Chek already!... then i on laptop and got very very bored... msn a bit then felt like sleeping again.. then nic call again.. tell me he outside my house liao.. i was like orh~!!.. then open door for him.. my room is a horrible mess but i don't have that much energy to go pack up for visuals liao.. =P... he came over i still feel like sleeping.. then my mum call.. ARGHHHHH PEK CHEK!!! i hate the phone ringing now.. so loud and irritating.. HAHAHA... then she bought us lunch and nic after lunch... then i wash up everything..

well i still had time to kill.. it was only 1.. but i still got to do theory.. but i hahaha.. i just lie on my bed and eat air.. hahaha.. then i sorta didn't really sleep but rested for 1 hour =P.. woke up was like 2ish.. decided to do theory.. (was already 2.45pm) then i went to bathe and stuff and then get ready go Ben's house.. on the bus almost sleep again.. (OMG i keep wanting to sleep).. woke up at Jalan Eunos then blur blur dunno where i am.. haha.. which resulted to my alighting at 1 stop early instead of the actual bus stop.. sads.. haha.. went theory i had a little more working spirit until it was video time.. OMG watch Beethoven Symphony i was like.. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz hahaha... quite funny la.. talking about flutist and stuff.. apparently our topic of the day all seem to be only related to Blowing instruments.. Brass and Woodwind.. (haha wad to do.. our teacher part of the blowing family) hahaha..

Theory lesson ended.. yay.!! no more sadistic symphonies.. haha my neck lately got problem.. very stressed... thus leading to constant slight headaches.. then we went Bedok Central eat Food Court.. had Ban Mian which i didn't think was very nice but oh well.. its still ok.. then bought 珍珠奶茶.. then after that went home liao.. then crap with chunmei all the way till she reach home.. talk about MRT v.s NEL v.s LRT and what will Circle line be like.. haha.. then discuss about eZlink card.. haha so funny.. oh well.. 66 is a looooong bus.. prefer 31.. =P..

now i'm home and i'm veeerrryyyy sleepy.. i hope the house phone won't ring at unearthly hours again... i'll kill that person.. haha... ESP if i am the one who picks up the phone.. (usually leads to foul mood) call my hp i no feeling.. call my home phone i'll kill that person.. haaha.. tomrrow Hsing Hai.. zomgz.. haha the overseas soloist come liao.. all e best to our presentation as 1st impression to him ba.. hahaha.. =P

ok i'm going to retire to sleep.. really cannot tahan liao.. still thought maybe can audi till 10pm to sleep.. now neck strain and eyes closing =P... Zzzz..

Posted by wJ at 8:23 PM

Thursday, June 26, 2008

well ok some updates =)

wednesday was probably a balanced day huh.. well i had 1 of the most funniest yet weirdest dreams on wednesday morning (tuesday nite)... i dreamt that someone was sad and i somehow had a feeling that person was u know upset.. and i just amazingly turned on msn and my laptop in like a flash (it is a dream).. and there it is. haa (sometimes i think was it a dream or was i sleepwalking).. and we chatted away till everything was fine.. haha.. (probably proves i'm a very nice person huh.. wake up for someone upset LoL)...

well ok so wednesday came.. i basically had myself prepared for the no electricity.. so i got prepared to leave the house... When i was all done and set to leave? i headed to the life and OMG!!.. IT WAS DOWN!!.. i was like no shit!... they didn't say they'll shut down the power in the lifts ALSO!!... poor me.. gotta climb down 10 storeys.. thank the heavens i didn't have to climb up 10 storeys.. haha..

well same ol same ol.. travel in a circle around the east.. haha then headed for Kallang Leisure Park.. camp there for a pretty long time i would say.. read my Literature book till sian.. then ate Subway with XQ haha. mug for exam/test.. haha Aromatic Structure.. hahaha all the things about plastic you never knew.. =P.. then i decided to use the internet.. so i switched my iPhone and then i on the iPod function and MSNed till my batt went flat... with that in mind.. HAHA... i was in the middle of something then so i did something really funny.. i took out the PSP and login to Wireless@SG and continue MSN.. HAHAHA!!!!.... then head for home at 9.40 since it was e last shuttle out.. unless i want to take a bus to Old Airport Road and then switch to 31.. haha

well perhaps up till then.. my day was pretty much rather brightening to know that it was a good day.. but didn't end my day that well... shall not talk about it.. don't want to remember it occured.. i don't even feel like replying the messages..

Today.. haha

amazed. i woke up i was still like groggy.. but i actually forced myself to be a little more awake since i got very impt things i MUST do and complete by today.. =)

i practiced and then went to watch "Fated to Love" .. haha.. then well i got rather tired and decided to take a short doze.. =P... woke up continue watching haha.. then prac again... now i'm Dead BEAT... but at least i got back a little confidence from my effort put in.. i think i spend more effort making myself concentrate then on working at it.. hah

All e best to me =)..

All e best to those who Still have like 1 last paper or 2 tomorrow.. =) .. after tomorrow you're free from CT/MYE/etc etc etc haha.. Jy jy!!...

And GRATZ to all those who have ended CT/MYE/etc etc etc =)

Posted by wJ at 8:06 PM

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

haha.. tuesday.. i woke up at like 10ish 11ish.. so sleepy.. after last nite.. haha.. was totally tired out..

woke up and mum drag me out with her.. we had vegetarian meal..it was quite ok i guess.. i just didn't like the korean set nor the japanese set.. =P then well sorta walked around Bugis Junction a while.. till i was like totally tired out again.. =P (that was about 10mins).. then went home..

got home all i had in my mind was i Need to practice.. but the fatigue just set in and rooted itself in and i fell asleep.. so i slept a lot today but i still feel like sleeping X_X...

woke up in time to get ready to go for family dinner.. haha it was at Swiss hotel again.. this time its at merchant court.. shall upload some pics..



haha... omg i ate too many sweet stuffs... i ate like Hot Chocolate Fudge Cake.. i thought it was going to be bitter so i was like Yay... so i took quite a large portion then to my horror its sweet.. i almost died.. haha.. then had mango pudding.. more SWEET.. then i thought hmm maybe some good cookies can wash it off with the fragrance of Baked Cookies.. who knew? the cookie dough had a large quantity of sugar mixed in it.. i'm feeling sick now =P.. too sweet...

ok i really feel weird now.. haha too much sweet stuffs in one meal.. =P.. with all this in mind.. i need to BURN em off!!...

after dinner.. i took a walk around clark quay while my parents and brother went to Central shopping mall.. hmm walked along the riverside and found that i'm bored.. haha.. i just see boats go by but i can't hear the waves.. like those at ECP just crashing onto the sand.. or at WCP.. then went to e carpark and then head for home..

OMG theres going to be no electricity from 2pm to 4.30pm.. i'm going to die... haha ok fine maybe i'll go to the library or something =P...

Posted by wJ at 10:18 PM

Sunday, June 22, 2008

当年，这时，未来

HsingHai ended today.. new song was like crap.. =P.. can't read the score properly.. well oh well... i still got my 10tickets unbooked... sad.. ha..

tomorrow got to go to school and have a photo taken for my student pass. =) i hope i can get it by the week...

OK WHATEVER IS BELOW IS PROBABLY SOMETHING U DON'T WANT TO READ.. COS ITS LONG ITS RANDOM AND EVEN IF U ASKED WHAT I MEANT? I CAN'T GIVE U AN ANSWER COS I DON'T REMEMBER... =)

当年
around 2 years back.. life was.. crappy in school.. but outside school life was better.. at least i wasn't under a HIT LIST outside school.. and then a song that well perhaps i could say the theme of that year... perhaps this person still remembers.. maybe not.. 2 years of silence..

Keane - Somewhere Only We Know

I walked across an empty land,I knew the pathway like the back of my hand.
I felt the earth beneath my feet,Sat by the river and it made me complete.
Oh, simple thing, where have you gone?I'm getting old and I need something to rely on.
So tell me when you're gonna let me in,I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin.

I came across a fallen elm tree,I felt the branches; are they looking at me?
Is this the place we used to love?Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?
Oh, simple thing, where have you gone?I'm getting old and I need something to rely on.
So tell me when you're gonna let me in,I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin.

So if you have a minute why don't we go,Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything.So why don't we go, somewhere only we know,
Somewhere only we know.

ok.. well that year passed not to nicely.. then came 2007... perhaps my silence in my life.. hasn't changed the fact that it makes people hate me.. i am forever silent.. but bearing all of everything inside in silence.. perhaps the worst way to kill yourself.. well.. i remember this very clearly.. the top song played on my list was 安静.. ha..

Jay Chou - 安静

只剩下钢琴陪我谈了一天
睡着的大提琴 安静的旧旧的
我想你已表现的非常明白
我懂我也知道 你没有舍不得

你说你也会难过我不相信
牵着你陪着我 也只是曾经
希望他是真的比我还要爱你
我才会逼自己离开

你要我说多难堪 我根本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有这种天份 包容你也接受他
不用担心的太多 我会一直好好过

你已经远远离开 我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就着你
我真的没有天份 安静的没这么快
我会学着放弃你 是因为我太爱你

haha wad a long post... the present.. i have nothing to say.. perhaps i've changed a lot more since the past.. but well life won't change so much anyway.. i'm hearing a song now.. well what does it instill in me? perhaps something nice yet it could also be something not too nice.. depends on it is looked at.. after all everything is based on perspectives and the way we look at things isn't it?.

maybe i will still stay silent and then regret being silent next year or in the time to come.. after all silence was the cause of all my "Happy Endings".. so will i watch what silence can do again? shall i repeat history again and watch what happens and then find that its too late?

perhaps i'm thinking too much yet again.. after i thought of these 2 things out of like the blue..
i have to improve myself and place myself up there so that we can see eye to eye.. only then the gap between will be smaller..
i should just stop and let go... nothing good is ever going to happen.. its just something that will tumble and crash and shatter in time to come..

haa the irony in everything i say.. i counter my own words.. haha.. i still remember someone told me, "i envy your mind.. can take so many emotions at once and still be alive" haha.. can't remember who said that liao. =X .. hmm.. what i want.. what will happen.. what i dream.. what i think.. they all have the "i" inside the phrase or word.. but haha in every phrase there is a "uu" =) ... double u...

sacrifices are made.. whether u like it or not.. it comes and happens.. because it can't be helped.. if theres a need and a must.. i guess when it comes.. i'll then have to cut a piece of me again.. and let it die.. haha.. perhaps i shouldn't have made that wish when i was 14.. to have a heart.. sigh... this song.. i should remove it!!.. it has a nice melody and stuff but the effects on me aren't too nice.. haha -_- . lame.

ok so maybe this is my most lame post ever..

well moving on to part 3.. hmm sigh.. just thought.. Christmas.. how is it going to be this year? same ol same ol? but then thinking if its already Christmas that makes me wonder i should be thinking what happened like 12 days ago.. haha this year.. too many things..

i had a walk earlier.. hmm felt so you know.. relieved just by walking and staring at the blue sky wif puffy clouds... at least it made me not wonder and think.. of cos the cause of it was i almost tripped off the staircase cos i was on an overhead-bridge..

haha after saying so much... i'm still thinking about the silence.. this is such a pain

u can stop reading =) because its just about to get more random and random

b <--> a / a -> c <-->d / a -> e --> f /

-_-.... wad the shit am i typing i also dunno.. haha.. just typing whatever comes to my mind at the moment..

Curiosity kills the cat... in fact killed the cat... not once.. arghH!!

i know u know.. u duno i know u know.. but i know u duno i know u know.. haha mind game..

Posted by wJ at 6:34 PM

Saturday, June 21, 2008

haha ok friday..

i went to watch MOE Music Camp Concert alone.. wasn't very interesting.. but ok... went to give nic some support nia =) .. ok truth was by the 2nd song i wanted to sleep already.. =X... its soo boring.. haha.. at least i wasn't mean enough to take out PSP and play during concert. haha.. then i went home after concert and practiced again.. haha.. must make good progression..

Saturday..

omg i was at somerset since 10.20 waited till 12.30 haha.. ok my fault for not remembering where the 1st location to meet at was... quite forgetful.. forget a lot of things.. probably got too much on my mind also haha.. then met xq.. then we went hello shop.. came out happy.. =) then went to meridian to eat.. hah i miss the korean food there.. then we took bus to Ben's house for theory.. chionged my hw on the bus. haha.. (as usual)...

After theory went bugis and walk around.. haha teddy bear so cheap.. $5.. =P.. i dunid 1 anyway.. got 1 rather large one liao.. then we went pastamania to eat.. YES i finally get to solve the soda craving.. but... it wasn't as good anymore... but its ok.. the soda feel is still there.. haha.. was rather full.. then we went Bugis Village to walk around.. well the girls shopped and i just helped em out.. haha.. then cm had her ear pierced. i couldn't bear looking at it.. i'll feel the twist.. haha.. although i did wanted to get 1.. but.. nevermind.. i'll still consider if i want myself stabbed.. haha...

luckily i dunid to witness on the spot.. like tongue piercing.. i think i'll die more than the person getting pierced. haha..

oh well.. tomorrow got hsinghai rehearsal.. argh.. =P..

Christmas... dunno why i've been thinking about that day since a few weeks back.. haha

Posted by wJ at 11:49 PM

Thursday, June 19, 2008

hmm.. ok i think i might edit some of the tests answers.. hah.. after reading through it.. doesn't feel very me but maybe it does... ha.. lol.. can't explain as to how did i get high doing it.. haha.. yesterday me xq and nic went to cm's house to SURPRISE her.. haha.. so funny.. we saw her coming we were like OMG.. HIiiide... then all hide behind the pillar and wall.. haha.. but sadly she saw us.. and she double confirmed by opening her window which made a VERY LOUD Crack sound.. haha.. so funny.. then she requested 5mins to clean up the place.. =P..

well haha.. then we had cake and audi inside.. haha.. was fun huh? haha..

after the whole thing.. me and xq took a walk to some distant bus stop.. (more like exploring the unknown of macpherson/paya lebar).. haha.. then found a bus stop wif bus to SingPost.. then we ate ""Dinner"" there.. and then well i didn't feel like taking 21 so i took 2 with her to bedok and i switched to 31.. i prefer going by the kallang route straight home.. 21 so.. ... ... haha... oh well..

got home found a LASALLE-SIA letter on my table.. eagerly ripped it open.. and finally.. i'm getting my student pass.. Photo shoot will be next monday.. i'm going for like the 1st slot.. haha.. i don't care.. i want to get it over and done with.. hopefully i can collect the card by the week... so i can buy bus concession and travel as much and as far and wherever i want.. finally.. get to cut costs of travelling.. did some stupid things last nite.. i took up a accounting paper.. and start scribbling my expenses and stuff down.. (with the stacks of receipts i had) and then calculating along my weekly allowance.. and i double confirmed with my answer that i AM SPENDING TOO MUCH!!! haha..

ohh i had this realisation like yesterday.. cos 31 foreva takes me across this road.. and i see this school.. no idea what it is (cos i usually travel pass at nite)... but the banner that just attracts my attention.. Chinese Orchestra - Gold With Honours.. i was like hmmmm.. what kinda school would that be.... then yesterday i finally found out is Kong Hwa School.. haha.. -_-.. oh well.. battery died on the bus.. didn't had music to listen to so i just looked out the window and tried to familiarise the road and like you know have an imprint in my head so if i ever get lost i'll figure a way out.. haha...

hmm... practiced today... not making remarkable progress.. but i guess i'm still ok.. at least still on track.. =)

things come things go.. things appear.. things vanish.. i'll let it be instead of controlling the uncontrollable.. =)

Posted by wJ at 4:37 PM

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

1. What will you be most focused on most of the time?
erm.. pipa unless i get distracted by something else.. =P

2. What do you want the most now?
company

3. Who is the person you trust the least ?
myself

4. How would you describe yourself?
overly active for the wrong things at the wrong time

5. If you have a nightmare to come true, what will it be?
me being killed.. ouch! T.T

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
saw it once in America.. if u mean by vocab.. perhaps..

7. What is your goal for this year?
hahaha its the same.. read the previous tests

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
siiigh.. i lazy to repeat

9. What feeling do you like the least?
SERIOUSLY!!!...

10. What are the requirements you wish to have from your other half?
nothing much.. it all depends how things come and go =) so far its really the funniest thing i've come across..

11. What feeling do you feel everyday?
unknown. indescribable

12. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
must i repeat.. OMG SERIOUSLY..

13. What makes you happy?
hmmm.. haha =P... you could say eating GOOD mango ice.. or else if its something else then.. erm.. haha =P

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
music,love,MONEY...

15. Who do you hope to be always be there for you?
frens

16. Who are your best friends?
they know =)

17. Who cares for you the most ?
those who know =)

18. What will you do if you met a failure?
u know for a moment this question is damn funny.. and rather evil.. people can answer.. laugh at that failure.. hahahaha... hmm.. if i met a failure(by doing something wrong not meeting a person) hmm.. try again?

19. Who do you hate the most now?
me

20. What do you wish to do right now?
erm... =P go out

Posted by wJ at 11:59 PM

1. Where were you at 3:05 AM this morning?
In my room MSN-ing and watching Anime.

2. How did you get the idea for your Friendster name?
Its my Chinese name

3. What are you listening to right now?
If You're Not the One

4. What color is your cell phone?
Black,Silver

5. Do you click on pop-ups?
No

6. Do you own an iPod?
Not really i own an iPhone

7. What was the first thing you thought this morning?
omg.. i'm not saying this =P

8. Is the person you like older or younger than you?
younger.. by a few days.. =P

9. What did you do last night?
msn-ed, stoned.. died..(not literally)

10. What are the last two digits of your cell phone number?
66 used to be 44

11. What was the last thing that you had to eat?
Fries in Cheese Sauce

12. Who is the last person of the opposite sex that you hugged?
u know i think i rmb i did.. but i can't remember who.. not common i hug people..

13. What do you dislike at the moment?
Sourness of life

14. What is the most exciting thing you did over the last weekend?
MSN =)

15. What food are you craving?
Mango Ice

16. What did you dream last night?
me and a place then it gets blurry.. (liar) =P

17. What's the last TV show you watched?
命中注定我爱你

18. What is your favorite piece of jewelry?
Silver

19. Name 1 person on your Top Friends who is most like you?
Most like me?? welll..... its better to not say... =)

20. Do you always lock your door?
no

21. Of the people you've kissed, how many do you regret kissing?
erm...... ermmm............. a few...

22. Who is the last person you hugged?
dum dee doo... CONFIDENTIAL

23. How many piercings/tattoos do you have?
0 Zero Nada None

24. Where's your favorite place to be?
Kallang

25. Who's someone you haven't seen in awhile and miss?
tw

26. When was the last text you sent?
"omg"

27. Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
Nicholas Ho

28. Have you ever done anything to start trouble?
yes... i'm making trouble for myself

29. Where do you wish you were right now?
heh heheh.... =P CONFIDENTIAL
not so serious would be in my dreams =)

30. Where do you live?
Kallang

31. How are you?
High doing these tests haha

32. When do you think you'll be married?
N.A

33. Did you ever think to yourself and wonder if you're really real?
you know?? YES...

34. What celebrities do people say you look like?
Better than Jay Chou/Rain.. Thx..

35. Does it annoy you when someone says they'll call but don't?
YESSS... i end up so saad.. na.. depends on the importance and weightage of the call.. overall still yes.

36. Do you ever feel guilty about eating meat?
nope... maybe if i eat lamb.. =P..

Posted by wJ at 11:59 PM

1. What's the connection between you and the last person that called you?
we've been friends since Primary School =)

2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
nope.. unless i feel like being left alone totally.. (isolation)

3. What happened at 10am today?
i was doing stupid things on msn.. maybe regretting it now

4. When did you last cry?
i'm not sure.. maybe i did today.. but held it back.. but i'm definite last tuesday =(

5.What is you favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?
WAFFLE!

6. What do you want in your life right now?
someone

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put on your hood?
depends what i have at the moment

8. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
Mr.SquishyDicey..

9.What bottom are you wearing now?
black soccer pants

10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
"I love you" (this is soooooo old liao)

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
no not really.. but sometimes.. its part of playing =)

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
nope

13. wad was the last movie you caught?
Narnia : Prince Caspian

14. What are you proud of?
My heart

15. What does the oldest text msg in your inbox say?
Welcome to Gmail

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
对的人

17. Do you have any nicknames?
yvonne..

18. What does your last received msg say?
Congrats

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
4am

20. Are you currently happy?
Yes & No

21. Who gives you best advice?
My Frens and my Teacher

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
NEVER!!.. do you know how FAT that is?!?!?

23. Who did you talk to on the phone last night?
my soul.. kidding.. nobody didn't feel like talking.. =P

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
YES!!!

25. What/who was the last thing/person that made you laugh?
Myself..

26. Do you wear toe socks?
nope

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
Nicholas Ho

28. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yes.. sadly...

29. What annoys you most in a person?
Misunderstandings and not understanding.. haha

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
perhaps? ... yes?..

31. Have you ever done cociane?
no

32. What is the colour of your room?
White and Blue(with some liuqins hanging.. which used to drop on me)

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billlion dollars?
I'll consider it if the terms are ok.

34. Do you believe in the saying "talk in cheap"?
what kinda crappy english is that..

35. Who was the last person to lay in your bed?
apart from me? my frens who visit or stayover..

36. Who was the last person who hugged you?
er.. hahahaha!!!... CONFIDENTIAL

37. Who was the last person you kissed?
CONFIDENTIAL

38. Do you have a life?
maybe.. NOT!!!... its music music music.. OMG!!.... wads this.. !!! .. ok i like music but not more than hahha... >.>

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt?
yes... me.. haha

40. What's the reason behind your profile song?
i don't like someone.. i think i'm in love with someone.. -_- ...

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dreams?
doooo DEeeee DOooooo

42. Last time u smiled?
today? had to like make myself happy even though maybe i'm not really that happy but hey.. we should be happy for ourselves and others. =)

43. Have you changed this yr?
A lot...

44. What are you listening to right now?
给我你的爱

45. Are you talking to someone while you're doing this?
xiaowen(who i copied this test from cos i find it fun) hahaha

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
well.. philosophically its closed. literally? its open..

47. Is there a quote you live by?
Love is somewhat Everything.. =P
Determination and Fighting Spirit will get us somewhere.

48. Do you want someone you cant have?
yes

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
since i duno? 4?5?

50. What was the worst idea you had in the week?
loitering at a certain location knowing that i naturally won't.

51. What were you doing last night at 11pm?
thinking.. and realizing i can't "Quit Game" in life.. T.T but i'll press on =)

52. Are you happy with your love life now?
maybe in a way... it would be better if it was better. =P

53. What song describes your love life?
If You're Not the One

54. does the person know that you like him/her?
yes

55. Who always makes you laugh?
XueQi

56. do you speak other language other than english?
Mandarin/Japanese/Korean(like shit)/German(only for greetings)/Hokkien/Teochew/Singlish

57. are you blond?
was(fake blond)

58. What's your middle name?
N.A

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
perhaps loitering? or something more constructive would be going to the library or go for a swim but most definitely WILL PRACTICE..

61. Who will you choose to die with?
命中注定我爱的人

62. Where have you been today?
Kallang, SingPost, Bedok, Paya Lebar, MacPherson, Circuit Link, Old Airport Road, Boon Keng, McNair Road, Tiong Bahru

63. What game do you play often?
a game of love =X just kidding
N.A

64. Who are you missing rite now?
tw

65. If you have to choose between friends and love, which will you choose?
siiigh...i hate this question... i'm SORRY but i would choose the latter.

66. What are you doing right now?
Doing this thing which is making me remember history..

67. Which primary school are you from?
Anglo Chinese School (Junior)

68. Name 3 colours that you like.
Red,Blue,Green =) Basic Colors.. mix em and get compounds =)

69. What emoticon do you like to show?
=P / XD / =X / -_- / -_-|| / V_^^_V / censored due to anti-vulgarity policy

70. What is life to you?
no idea.. doing whats best for myself and loving someone with all my life.. hmm...(i sound sooo sad)

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
i will keep it to myself(which usually fails), i'll write it in my black book.. i'll hint anyone that i wanna talk..

72. Who did you last chat with in msn today?
XueQi/Xiaowen

73. Who do you admire the most?
hmmmm.... myself.. NOT.. dunno.. anybody successful in the aspects of life i'm in. =)

74. Which month are you born in?
May

75. How are you feeling right now?
Mixed... Happy, Sad, Sour, Demoralised, Denial, Selfish, Forced Happy, Rejection

76. What is the time now?
12.30am oo the day started 30mins ago..

77. Where are you now?
Home in my room ALONE.. T.T

78. What colour did you use to dye your hair?
Ash Brown, Hazel Brown (which like faded liao)

79. Why are you doing this test?
cos i thought it will be fun..

80. What do you do when you're moody?
i think.. and think.. and then if my thinking gets too far.. i might break down.. and then my day/week/month/year(depends on situation) gets destroyed..

81. At what age do you plan to get married?
N.A

82. Who is more important to you now? boyfren/friend
.................................................................................... you know this question... is so.. er... aiya u know the answer =)

83.Do you think you have enough confidence?
maybe.. since i'm doing something really stupid that EVERYONE is saying DON"T DO IT!.. but i still do.. even though it might hurt like hell in the end..

84. Who is the person you trust most?
XueQi,Jeremy

85. will you love your crush/bf forever?
yes

86. If you ever have a dream come true, what would it be?
so far? is to hope that "this" could be brought to another level in the months to come and live through Christmas.. and better still.. foreva..

87. What is your goal for this yr?
Do my Best in Competition
Selflessness

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
perhaps

89. What feeling do you love most?
love.. ha

90. do you really think its global warming now?
Yes.. my skin is DEGENERATING!!... i've been warned that Singapore climate can destroy my skin horribly if i stay outdoor too long..

91. What feeling to you hate the most?
Draggy News.. Drags and Pulls.. especially when it is important.. i like it to be clean and sharp and JUST CUT!...

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
yes i do.. but i don't think i display it.. sorry..

93. Do you believe in god?
i got nothing to say..

94. Who cares for you the most?
my friends my family..

95. What do you think is the most important thing in life?
A Dream

96. What'll you bring to a fight?
If you insult my fren/love in the most intolerable manner

97. What have you regretted in your whole life?
losing someone special 3 years ago..

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
pure sadness... literally..

99. What if your stead two-timed you?
i would be rather sad.. but i don't know.. i hope that doesn't happen.. if it does.. well.. i don't know what to say/do.. maybe i'll still continue to love like an idiot..

100! love with a guarantee of heartbreak, or nvr to be loved at all?
love with a guarantee of heartbreak... thats what i'm doing now... maybe its not guaranteed.. but i think it might be... but i still do... lol.. DUMB!...

Posted by wJ at 11:59 PM

Monday, June 16, 2008

hmmm spent the day fiddling with the new desktop.. haha.. at least i'm typing on a proper keyboard again... hahaha.. been a long time since i've used a desktop... been using laptop for like the past 2-3years... only inconvenient this is that the desktop is 1 piano distance away from my room.. haha.. nevermind i shall take over that room after July =) ... Expansionism Policy... haha...

hmm.. well was suppose to go parkway parade at 6pm and i left house close to 5... then was thinking i might be too early.. so i dropped at old airport road food centre and drank sugarcane (-_- i know its awfully random but hahaha)... then was thinking of eating "Shui Jiao Mian" but going to have KFC dinner at PP so i was like nevermind.. another day.. haha.. then took the bus on after i felt like leaving... thought i was going to be late liao since i took my time.. but haha who knows i was 8mins b4 time and nobody was there yet neither.. so haha.. walked around the Apple Shop... ENVY.. my brother bought himself a MacBook Pro... OMG... i waaan also.. =P...

so got to PP and did my walking around waiting for everyone... then chunmei met me at the apple shop.. and we tried to find her those covers for earpieces(regular earpieces) but don't have since most of apple's earpieces now are the rubber plugin ones.. soo we walked out and went to Umeya.. 100Gm of sweets = $.180 Buy 200Gm get 100Gm free... hmmmmm.. haha but i didn't feel very sweet today.. in fact i don't think i feel well enough to eat sweets.. not a taste i think i can palate down today also i guess haha.. then we walked out of the sweet shop after looking at all the sweets... and she wanted to buy Aunt Anne cos she was hungry already.. then we saw yq and jeremy.. haha.. yes and jeremy is still soo -_-.... =P... then chunmei got her pretzel and we waited for nic at KFC then xq came not too long later.. =X.. haha..

OMG... i had to eat Family Feast with 3 people.. haha.. we seem to be eating 4 pple meals with 3 pple haha.. (same thing occured at Pizza Hut) haha.. sigh.. i still hate CRISPY... crappy kitchen staff at e back.. can't fry chicken for nuts.. ah.. i felt so gelat after eating 1 crispy the 2nd was harder to palate.. then haha we sat there and chat... or basically its just about "suaning" me.. thx ar.. think of all the weird weird things.. haha.. which 1 actually made me laugh till i teared... haha.. -_-.. then we had the Complimentary Agar Jelly.. xq(strawberry), cm(plum), nic(lychee), me(mango as usual).. hahaha.. and then i ate some of jeremy and yq's 80% Dark Chocolate cake.. ahh bitter =)

then we went out to the smoking zone to celebrate an early b'day with cm... haha it was funny.. light up the candle and sang song... and then ya haha. by then we no more appetite to eat anymore liao.. so haha cm dao pao!... hope u liked ur cake =)

ok dinner was done and it was like 7+ish only.. so we went shopping at PP.. bascially i buy nothing as usual.. haha i just stuffed a few notes into my wallet and it went blank by dinner.. siiighh... extravagant spending.. haha.. ok i didn't see anything in the shops that cried out buy me anyways.. haha.. XD ... then nic keep picking white clothes.. hah.. so funny.. the Bitchy Angel... hahaha.. then we walked from Cotton On to Giordano to ESPRIT to TOPMEN to G2000 then to FOX Baby.. then to FOND... wad a trip.. and then realise it was 9 and decided to go home. haha.. now i'm so tired.. =P.. sleepy... uncommon that i go to sleep at this timing but oh well..

plans for tomorrow.. hmmm. practice... maybe go to the library and do some reading up.. i'm starting to feel too slackish... its like.. -_-... i've haven't been doing anything Student like for like 9months.. and then all the JC people are spamming for JCT/MidYears/etc etc etc.. and the Poly people going back to school again next week.. haha.. makes me realize.. OMG.. next week school start liao (for everyone i know except me)... which means... my MSN is going to be like a Dead Town the WHOLE DAY... siigh... the killer boredom... when is AUGUST coming!!!..... i need a life.. =X..

hmmm.. just when i thought the killer concert season of MAY is over.. now the next season JULY is coming.. haha.. (btw i'm still advertising HsingHaiArtsAssociationChineseOrchestra) hahha OMG wad a friggin long name.. hahaha.. hmmm MOE Music Camp Concert this friday... hmmmm.. should i watch??? i'll watch if anybody else is going.. haha. hint hint*. cos i got strong gut feeling i might literally be bored to tears.. haha.. ah well it in the end depends where ah nic is sitting and which orchestra he gonna be in.. haha..

wad a lengthy post i've just written hahaha.. sadly i got no pics to put up so u can stop staring at words... i'm too lazy to connect my phone to the desktop and re-do the setup.. ha..

la la la... hmmm...

OMG did i just hear a Ding!... but there should be nothing in this room that can make that noise on its own.. not the clock or something but OMG... i'm freaking out.. this room so scary.. hha.. maybe cos its at the corner thats seperated from the other rooms.. (1 piano distance away) but OMG... i keep thinking theres something behind me now.. since the Ding came behind me while i was typing.. !!!!!!!!... PARANOID!!!... save me T.T ... haha shit i don't dare leave the room liao.. since the outside so dark... =P... i better make a run for my room..HAHAHA .. i'm not that timid.. (lousy liar).. hahaha.. =X ok i'll stop my spastic spams here and switch back to my laptop.. =)

Posted by wJ at 10:34 PM

Sunday, June 15, 2008

hsinghai was killer.. haha i was the only pipa for like the whole time b4 lunch.. hah.. so i had to play gongzhu myself. haha.. cos someone was stuck on the bed... and tk went pc show and xw hmmm?? haha.. oh well.. at least xq came just b4 lunch to play ni shang qu.. hah..

haha had Hsing Hai Arts Association Anniversary today.. and only me and xq represented the CO for performance.. haha.. so stress sia... our main song was ok.. our encore was like haha. (MY FAULT).. haha... we very funny. cos the aunties want to take picture so b4 we started we pose 1st.. HAHAHA... then i swear i heard them say, "haha so cuute" i laughed my head off.. haha.. dinner was erm.. okay lar.. i never eat the CAKE.. T.T it was chocolate.. ( reminds me of someone who made me eat more Chocolate Eclairs cos he thinks i'm too thin -_- )

haha then after everything we just sat at HsingHai chatting with the dizi teacher.. haha we know more now =p.. quite fun la.. catching up with Hsing Hai pple.. then chunmei came then haha she was hungry and she had to wait for us to finish chatting... then after that we went to fortune centre eat ramen.. ok she ate ramen... haha.. then we went to "pak" Audi.. haha.

ok i shall continue to comment on the performance.. haha.. hey we managed to settle chun tian in 1 day ok.. its very good liao =p.. our new signboard song.. haha.. no nid play the horrible 3-6 anymore... so yesterday.. hahaa...

HSING HAI ARTS ASSOCIATION CHINESE ORCHESTRA CONCERT

13 JULY (SUNDAY) 7PM $12 PLEASE TELL ME YOU'RE COMING =)


MUST COME.. =P i got 10 tics only now. but i can get more =) at least Hsing Hai will be more than happy to provide more.. haha.. so haha you know u want to watch so Come.. hahaa

Posted by wJ at 11:53 PM

Friday, June 13, 2008

arghhh head hurts.. i barely feel like blogging.. haha.. OUCH!!!!... somebody save me...

mind paralysis for like 3 days liao... when will it stop... anyways... as expected i got a lecture on my playing again.. focus... FOCUS..... well i wanna do well and not disappoint myself neither riiiite? haha

then omg.. spend the rest of the Day at xq's house playing Chun Tian.. =P.. i'm horribly atrocious at it.. hahahaha... spare me.. haha.. i don't feel like solo-ing so i must do something about it.. haha.. then watched her teach her 2 students haha quite funny.. =X

then well we got really tired and exhausted from like yes listening to pipa for the whole day... too MUCH.... so we went to play a few rounds of Audition b4 going to Ljs for dinner..

haha had my Combo2 wif chips and cheese again.. i shud stop spending so excessively.. i got a lot i need to save for especially lessons.. =X then we ate chill laugh random etc etc.. and then we decided as a group to leave all our qin's at xq's house. since we're going back there again tmr.. hahaha.. OMG.. i'm so tired already.. haha poor nic and cm... 9.30 lesson =P... i don't think i can wake at that time at this rate.. haha

hmm.. well comment for my week so far... Crappy yet not so. Maybe a few things did make me happy.. i got lots of OWED time to payback.. siigh.. ALL the best to me.. or i would have amazingly ruined my own life.. gulp*

REGARDS TO THE " S: F@$%in Crazy " haha... OOPs.. i didn't realize that was there.. oh well.. who reads this anyways.. ha.. my readers i guess is 6? 7 at most? ohhhh 8.. ha maybe more i don't know..

Posted by wJ at 11:59 PM

Thursday, June 12, 2008

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Wednesday, June 11, 2008

haha watched Narnia today at GV Plaza... i forced my friends to watch again >.< haha... then we were like omg.. 3 hours.. haha.. dying inside.. but it was quite nice i suppose.. the action and stuff.. hmm the viewers were true.. its not as exciting as the 1st movie.. haha.. so i got a little bored in a way.. i sat on the chair till my back hurts.. ha.. then we left on our trek to cineleisure to eat Suki Sushi.. then i saw the giant poster.. Cathay Cinema's Student Deals $6 per tic from Mon-Fri b4 6pm.. i was like Siiiighh... but nvm.. haha... then suki sushi super long queue.. then theres 4 of us.. so the other 3 of us (AS USUAL) make Andrew stay on the line while we go walk around (haha soo mean).. then we finally got a seat.. then we ate and ate and ate.. (i need to go and like yes exercise soon at this rate)

b4 we head home i was like OMG.. so full liao... haha then matthew said "i'll only leave this place Full? or Dead!." haha.. then i decided to take NEL home since its only 1 train ride instead of sitting on bus + bus or train + bus.. so i save 1 trip of wadever the transport is..

got home and lucky no proper dinner.. it was just popiah.. phew*... made my own version ^^ ... pillow popiah.. haha V_^^_V ...

then i watched last episode of "the legend" ok a ending i TOTALLY did not expect it was soo -_-..... then i went to prac.. after prac comments? not good.. ha.. i shall try to like focus more tomorrow.. and get it memorised!!.. everytime close the book like 65% gone liao.. oh well keep trying..

Posted by wJ at 11:58 PM

Sunday, June 8, 2008

boring day it was.. spent basically my whole day watching "The Legend" and practicing.. i got a lot of work to put in.. i guess i should stop feeling so distracted.. but i can't help it... now i'm just rather frustrated at things as how they're going.. i'm not progressing well at all..

fate said.. to get what i want now? i must sacrifice my world for it.. how far am i willing to give my all.. but well.. maybe all..

Patience... sigh.. July is coming.. and well seriously.. i fear the day.. the stress builds.. and i gotta like cope with it.. ah.. all the best to myself.. the 2 things in my life i care most about..

=)

Posted by wJ at 11:55 PM

Saturday, June 7, 2008

eventful friday... chatted away in the morning then suddenly i just felt my mood went soo crappy when it was rather happy so i just wanted to practice my pipa and forget that feeling.. which i did.. and almost caused me to be late for theory haha..

theory was fun i supose just tiring as usual.. we had like some tea session at Ben's place.. so funny.. then chat chat chat and we went Bishan to eat at the Foodcourt.. OMG the western stall is soo nice.. after eating the Chicken Chop? i can't eat anything else ler.. i was rather full and it was pretty nice.. =) . satisfied... ha next time shall try the fish.. then we walked around J8 for a while looking for cosmetics that are cheap... which we didn't.. so we went AMK hub.. haha my 1st time there..

OMG AMK changed so much lor.. from like 6 years back haha.. hmm haha... well its quite big.. and its quite interesting to have the shops on the left and the bus terminals on the right.. quite interesting.. so me and xq like had a adventure around AMK hub.. we more or less know our way to UOB and DBS liao haha.. ok its rather boring there.. but ha.. the fresh mango ice is very nice..

well headed home.. been a long time since i last took 130 home from amk.. ah well interesting day.. got home MSN.. haha... rather no life ba.. nothing else much to look forward to..

sigh so tired lately.. but then me being me.. i still press on... thus making it even more tiring.. i don't really want to give up so i won't.. just hope things can get smoother soon.. maybe its just me.. but.. sighh.. 振作一点 ... don't think too much ba... self advice haha.. ah well.. tomorrow going to be another boring day.. no one to go out with just me and me alone.. sigh.. this sucks..

i just need to know that i've made a little progress and that could change my day.. =) .. keep trying ba..

Posted by wJ at 12:17 AM

Thursday, June 5, 2008

ok.. blogspot is kinda cranky today.. but ah well.. i'm just going to blabber crap once again here.. at least i'm more awake of what i'm blabbering.. haha.. just felt like blabbering more since i got tired of writing in the black book.. =P so bear with me...

arghhh SOUR!!!... ok maybe i got no right to say this but .... nvm i think i shall continue to persuade myself to not think too much about it.. let things become clearer then i shall do something about it.. clearer?? how!!... siigh.. so many things i wanna ask yet i... you know.. don't ask..

double sad... my movie buddy watched Narnia Prince Caspian liao.. T.T nobody to watch with me.. sad... Anybody Interested??? please leave a message.. hahahaa.. (got a feeling that'll be 0 response).. =X haha if nobody then i guess i'll skip it... since going to the cinema alone derives the whole point of it.. haha.. (lame excuses)...

ok bored.. i shall update some chalet pics..
pic 05. Credits: Samuel Wong... haha this is a cheery person.. foreva loved by everyone =P... (xian4 mu4)

pic 06. O.o li dat also need to take.. =p

are we having another chalet on december??? haha... OMG... please let there be more beds.. or people will find me (depends if they are still awake) online in msn at 3am... Haahaaa.. don't let history of Dec 2007 chalet's reoccur.. haha.. i don't want to lie down in my middle of the living room on the cold hard floor with a fan above me while everyone else is either in the room sleeping in aircon and tugged in.. or lying on the mattresses next to me.. -_-.. (you have no idea how sad that felt..) haha...

thats all for now.. will re update later tonite

Posted by wJ at 11:08 AM

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

ok so tuesday... did some travelling again down to bedok to visit my aunt and collect some stuffs.. so it killed about 3+hours of my day.. woke up quite late anyways.. cos i kept falling asleep.. too tired.. busy preparing for lesson again.. sigh i can't complete my hw.. T.T need to keep trying to complete it soon... yea so tuesday was really a bore..

watched Koizora (sky of love) in the evening... haha pretty familiar story plot but it was still good.. perhaps better than the other plot.. 2 years of self enduring pain.. forcing oneself to pretend he doesn't love.. hmm.. ok i liked the movie =p

then tuesday ended at 1am.. was too tired to continue doing anything..

so comes today.. well.. i unbored myself by spam practice.. since i have homework that needs to be done.. i hope i can like not present my hw yet and get a new one on Ambush.. i intend to work on that piece.. of cos the MOST IMPORTANT one is still Dragon Boat.. sigh.. "gambate kurosai" to me..

then well evening came.. i was rather bored and tired already.. i sorta memorised half of dragon boat.. (bad progression).. then started msn-ing.. haa.. ok nvm.. so yea.. basically thats just another day of my sad 10month vacation which i don't feel very free in.. had to do a whole lot of house chores.. gotta do the laundry soon when the sun is up hopefully tomorrow.. sigh... its always tiring when my mum's overseas.. =p ..

ah well... all e best to me..

human minds make such simple things so complicated.. i shall let things be simple and not worry to much about it..

Posted by wJ at 6:18 PM

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

this post can be totally ignored.. it makes no sense.. just random spam

i've been told.. move on from the past.. the past that ended.. has ended.. it won't come back.. not 1 bit.. why not focus on now.. the present and the yet to come.. a song i kept in my desktop.. i just felt like hearing it now.. but its there.. haha...

something sour out there

i guess i just want to give and receive.. ha..

so tired and bored and stuff.. that i'm listening to a musical..

i shall go sleep.. =) tired already.. =)

Posted by wJ at 12:36 AM

Monday, June 2, 2008

i'm back from chalet.. although i did say i'm friggin tired.. but guess i'm not knocking out so soon yet.. ha wanted to blog a few days ago but thanks to a crappy collision on downtowneast VS Wireless@SG they cut my connection and i lost my blog post and really had Zero mood to re type everything..

chalet was undeniably fun.. although i do lack a lot of sleep.. i'm rather zombie i think.. and i was commented a corpse for falling asleep on Day 2.. cos it was apparently so that they were making lotsa lotsa noise and i seem unaffected by it At all.. haha.. thats for making me stay up till 6am in the morning still looking at everyone sleep!!.. well of cos with that.. me and xueqi left for mcdonald's to just sit and chill since it was Hot..(3am?).. and we were dead bored and everyone else is asleep occupying all the space.. so iPhone helped us kill some time while we're there.. i was shocked or beyond disbelief that my msn actually had someone still on at like wad.. 3am?? i was like OMG.. am i seeing things?? haha.. ok maybe conversation only lasted like 10mins or so.. but oh well.. better than nothing.. then we started blog crashing here and there.. talking about this and that.. started watching Youtube while eating the Fury Feast meal or something.. Spicy McNuggets are commendable but the freaking onion rings are like NOT.. so haha watch what you eat...

day 2.. ah well.. i'm tired what can u expect from tired me.. nothing much after all i ended up sleeping peacefully just lying there and drifting off.. then the group of pipaians came of cos not all but at least most of all.. haha.. then we took group pics and etc etc.. of cos at nite.. i mean morning... i really wanted to go mcdonald again cos this time we're sardining ourselves!.. 6 people on 2 single beds.. -_-... i thought staying awake would be better..

day 3...gosh even more tired... and well went for a wake in the evening.. then got really really really tired... but still lived.. to sleep at nite.. still Sardined, but was notified that i pushed nic off e bed.. lol? did i?? haha.. i don't recall me actually doing such things before.. ha...

day 4.. sadly abruptly awoken in the morning 5 mins b4 10am.. siiigh.. haha.. didn't wanna wake so soon yet.. and then we booked out.. ate breakfast.. i crashed by xq's place till like evening.. since i retardedly locked myself out of the house.. >.> oops.. haha.. watched Million Stars... played audi... which i deproved in a lot... and then went to have Ljs for dinner.. Cheese Sauce*..

ok so basically chalet was fun during the night.. (before morning).. we played Fatal Frame on the xbox.. of cos its 1 player.. so we see who has the guts to hold the control.. haha.. the person holding the control is the one who will freak out the most and is MOSTLY PRESSURIZED.. but we actually finished the game by the last nite we have there.. Yay!.. mission accomplish.. haha.. man the 2nd nite we didn't play long cos we didn't want to anymore.. it was mind torturing.. we were freaked out of our wits.. with ghosts suddenly appearing in front of your camera.. my god.. its UGLY!!.. and the game got freakier as it improves to 3 ghosts attacking you at once... i swear i still have a mental image of those ghosts and they still freak me out when i'm alone.. which i still am.. T.T ... i need company.. haha..

well.. chalet is really fun.. just sleepless at times and well sleeping can be fun at times... haha.. sadly my Monopoly wasn't touched.. haa..

well when i got home.. i just rushed online and well.. its still lifeless.. wad a sad monday.. ha.. my frens in NP all chionging study for CT.. so i guess i can't say much.. haa.. ah well back to my practicing routine.. i got 1 more month left to settle everything.. i'm very behind time.. need to work hard already.. or at least work smart also..

i wanna watch Narnia Prince Caspian.. =p.. of cos i'll need to finance my money at the moment.. and theres quite a lot of things i need to do.. looking forward to having stuffs to do this june.. activities will be fun.. cos i finally get to do stuffs out of my whole damn boring 10 months holiday..

i think i'm just madly into a certain thing.. so much so it affects my everyday.. i get irritated for thinking about it every moment but i can't help it.. i just wanted to.. i wanna move on to the next stage.. =) i believe in it..

i fell for a certain cow =)

Posted by wJ at 11:45 PM

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