Saturday, July 5, 2008
July the Month of many endings.. and beginnings
siiggh.. my fav anime ended already.. 12 episodes -_- ... so sad!!...
killed my day today sleeping.. was suppose to go out but sky was black and i went to sleep.. so yes.. i rotted at home.. made me regret not bringing my qin home.. oh well no point regretting. tomorrow and monday jy to me...
hmm today really nothing much to do thus think too much again haha.. kept dreaming of different things.. energetic mind.. sadly not a energetic person ha.. came to think of this.. if you Hate someone a lot.. and you just Hate them Hate them cos of something that happened between the both of you.. doesn't that Hate still mean u Care for that person? since u took effort to Hate.. after all to wash it off is to not even Hate because theres nothing to feel. haha.. so effort taken to Hate a person can be a sign that you still Care for that person.. Don't let the chance slip..
then what is Giving? to simply give someone something? surely there must be a thought and reason behind it.. which is why we take time to pick gifts isn't it? The Season of Giving.. bring warmth to people around you in small tokens of gifts.. every gift has a reason why it was chosen..
then the most complicated one came up.. what is Love? to say and hear i Love You from both parties every moment, every day, every night? to treat the opposite party as well as possible making him/her feel that his/her day is so great because of you cheering him/her on? to buy endless of gifts sweet or romantic as a symbol of how much you're willing to spend on him/her? to feel glad and happy being with each other and still do so 20-30 years down the road.. never regretting growing old with him/her? to still wish him/her happiness even though both of you have broken up but you still love him/her enough that his/her happiness is also your happiness because seeing him/her happy makes you happy?
would you keep a bond? a bond that brings you joy once in a long while but the rest of the days this bond is rather cold and empty but even so.. the span and life is longer and maybe in its later stage you'll feel the warmth of it every moment.. .. or would you rather a bond that is full of warmth? but the span of the warmth is not definite.. it may start out as joyful warmth but that warmth might one day die out and remain cold forever..
Time cannot be controlled.. time runs on its own forever.. in fact who knows the time we live in now is definite.. your time can end anytime anymoment any reason.. so why not cherish everything you have for you.. and live that time given to you to its full capacity..
arghhh lol think too much.. and this was only in the afternoon..
sian.. lately having that feverish feel already.. izit the weather? or just me.. ha.. ah well been quite lifeless today.. went out to run an errand but b4 i left the gates i already almost was completely knocked out.. well even if i did knock out.. no one will know.. haha.. not till maybe 5-6 hours later... although i clearly remember i felt the world spinning in circles like mad 1 morning and from my guess i must have just been so giddy i slammed into the door and collapsed on the floor.. funny thing.. i was LEFT THERE on the cold hard MARBLE floor.. amused i didn't like bleed away.. haha.. of cos the bad part of that was.. i woke up finding myself on the floor and wondering why and my head felt like it cracked in 2.. well.. thats what you get from slamming into a door and crashing on marble floor...
ah well lazy to type more haha dun think anybody wanna read those random not here not there thoughts also.. later receive complaints =X ...
life under the same sky.. love under the same sky.. dream under the same sky.. must be kinda fun sharing the same things under the same sky.. haha
Posted by wJ at 11:28 PM