Tuesday, July 29, 2008

updates updates updates..

Well.. theory retest was better but still screwy.. sigh.. i was aiming for something so high.. haha.. ok fine.. no harm done.. just a test..

Sunday was like killer tiring.. spent whole buying goods for my dad.. which requires a lot of travelling... so spent a lot of time on the road..which led to super lethargicness(isn't an english word) then well.. think think think.. did a lot of life thinking.. haha.. then well yes.. so more changes have been brought about.. met the 2 sisters at Singpost.. then well in a way crapped with them haha.. went to Coffee Bean & Tea Leaf for my coffee.. was really like Zzzz... i had almost close to bloodshot eyes.. "haha mangekyo sharingan"...

Monday... well.. really was rather boring.. spent most of the day doing house chores.. -_-... and for some apparent reason my mood was foul like hell.. snappy and very very lightning tempered.. all i felt was annoyance, irritation, and FLAME!!.. sigh.. sometimes to be too direct people don't want to hear it.. -_-... well all i can say is.. whether is it now? or later? its still going to happen one day.. why? cos i know best why.. and when i know best why? its definitely going to happen.. so don't put yourself on the spot for me.. its not worth it.. so well.. i don't know.. maybe doing what i did last year was a wrong move i made.. i should have let it end there.. anyway... thanks xq for talking some sense to me yesterday..haha.. released a large fraction of that tension i had.. it was all just FLAME!!.. haha

Tuesday... hectic.. woke up quite early.. haha was BUZZED AWAKE.. for some reason.. my phone keeps ringing.. i had like 8 messages... i was like ARGH!!!.. quit ringing.. then ate breakfast and rushed down to SP.. then met xq and went Sam's house to settle admin stuffs.. haha.. finally school is gonna start on Monday.. i'll be rather amused.. then well today is really another really really HOT day.. and just not too long ago i thought wow.. its Autumn early this year.. who knows.. the following days are just SCORCHING HOT SUMMER DAYS... sadly our winter is just rain.. rain rain rain.. haha..

considering a makeover.. sigh cut my hair.. sniff*.. ok i'm quite sick of it in a way.. but haha.. i never got to keep long hair before.. THANKS TO 10 YEARS OF ACS TRADITION.. and the traditional ways of life that is being emphasized at home.. probably thats what made me such a traditional person also.. O_o.. haha.. i still remember.. for Oral exam.. i was asked on like some question about Teens dating.. then i gave like the very political correct answer and very VERY traditional.. "teens should focus on their goals and dreams and studies 1st b4 settling into a relationship.. because relationships are unstable and one wrong move it could simply wave you off.. resulting in bad academics and etc etc etc.." then my teacher comment me very old fashion (all these was in chinese)... ironic haha.. i say all these but.. >.> haha.. back to main topic.. should i really cut my hair? i mean if i do what am i gonna make it like.. i don't want to look like my schooling days.. its a horror looking at the mirror..

hmm.. my brother will be leaving for Hong Kong for 2 years in like another 2 weeks or so.. don't know what to feel haha.. sad? not really.. barely a bond between us.. and besides.. he is never home also.. happy? sounds rather evil.. your own brother is leaving for 2 years and you're HAPPY?? omg.. see dilema.. if he is gone.. leaves me 1 xtra room to cram in.. haha.. i prefer his.. so much freaking bigger than mine!.. and the internet is there.. SMILE!.. haa hope he'll be a nice guy and mail money back to me.. (in my dreams.. haha)..

OH yes.. the most interesting topic.. when i turn 18 next year? I'm gonna make myself take driving!.. wheee.. haha.. since the family car won't be used anymore.. since the MAIN DRIVER is going to hong kong for 2 years.. haha i shall take ownership of the car.. BUT the petrol WILL NOT BE PAID BY ME!!!.. yaay.. can imagine myself driving.. actually can't.. since i have large amount of fear of roads and speed lately.. haha. i might be like those turtles at the side of the street.. moving at 20km/h.. haha.. SAFE AND NOT SORRY!!.. >.>

yes ok i've typed quite a lot.. for like the past half and hour.. O_o. haha kk signing off

NITES..

Posted by wJ at 11:53 PM