Sunday, August 31, 2008
Utterly Random
gosh ok its been about a week.well.. quite a lot happened.. that i don't think i can remember all.. well Gamelan last friday was the usual Zzz... and it was pouring so i got drenched.. Theory class was on analysis on this German songs for vocal... i think its quite nice.. haha.. wonder if i can find em online..haha
weekends just as tiring as usual. met bryan, mel, rx, sean for dinner on Sunday.. went to Japanese Village(or wadeva u call it becos of its 99c sushi!!! -_-), well didn't eat anything there. then went off with bryan to collect his stuff in hope that the stall was still open.. found out it was a pushcart and it was closed already... so went to watch him play his favourite game PARA PARA... scored 4th in the whole system.. wow claps*... rare that i see guys dancing to the machine.. then we went to Xin Wang to eat Mango Ice... and of cos it is loved.. haha.. BEST DESSERT... haa.. didn't feel like going home then.. so nice of him to accompany me.. haha.. well supposedly went to his house to "play" didn't do much anyways.. just sat and rot infront of MSN.. then stayed too long bus services all died.. i stayed over at his place.. woke up next morning quite zombified since i barely slept.. spent most of the night/morning smsing away till i somehow thawed and the temperature change made me fall asleep.. then went to bugis with him.. and he went to school for mainstudy i went home to rearrange myself..
Monday already.. and FINALLY we had Rhythm Ensemble.. its rather like Brazillian, erm.. fun i wouldn't say it is.. i feel rather pathetic playing whatever i'm playing.. maybe because i'm not a very percussive or energetic/outgoing person.. then had Keyboard class with Philip again.. so hard la.. I WANNA TRANSER BACK TO ADRAIN!!!!!....
Tuesday was like wow... cos supposedly we gonna rehearse on Monday for Space but we didn't!! so good right? and creative workshop was postponed to wednesday but since we have Theatre to watch on Wednesday it was cancelled. and the following week also no class cos of something.. so posted 2 weeks later.. YES dunid to care about my group.. so went to school for Choir only.. so LAME.. haha but ok la.. then went to Dhoby Gauht with Anne,Edmund & Mel and """shopped""" well thats where i bought the pathetic earrings.. and Experimented with it..
well yea.. now u see it.. of cos i took it off after wearing it to Group Ensemble and Theatre on Wednesday... CANNOT BE WORN LONG TERM.. cos it FREAKING HURTS!!!...
Thursday, What another day.. well i spent $10 on useless books.. I'M SORRY WALLET... and well class is rather fun since we use laptop to type history notes and on the side using internet in class surfing websites and stuff.. hahaha Felix's class was boring as usual. i still haven't done any of the Journals or even begun starting on my Essay.. i should START working and not being so lax huh~.. then Edmund,Kaiyin,Mel crashed at my place in e evening before we went to Prince of Wales to watch our DEAR FRIENDS perform... but truthfully.. i found my Sangria more interesting than the performance infront.. =P oh yea.. i went back to ACS(BarkerRoad) too, to collect my Graduation Stuffs by MOE.. i swear.. i thought maybe i have a little patriotism for the school but seeing the B!TCH that lived in the English Department? i think i'll never go back anymore.. besides most of my teachers i know all LEFT SCHOOL already.. can guess why.. we all have similar thinkings about the students there.. they all should be hanged on the flag pole.. (=
took some pictures with Mel's macbook.. heres a sample.. i look like those rare species of primapes..
Friday.... Yoga... -_- no comment the stupid back stretching part 2ndpose seriously JUST INJURES ME MORE THAN IT CALMS OR STRETCHES ME... then break till Theory.. SO HARD!!... melody writing.. haven't start also =P then gamelan then home.. i just fell asleep after dinner.. gamelan just tires me out. the sound the music the effect... just so... echoey..
Saturday.. OMG la... went back to sam for lesson.. T.T i deprove so much.. A LOT A LOT A LOT.. ok i shall work on it.. ok so i'm TOTALLY TIRED OUT by now.. and then rushed down to Eunos for theory with ben.. then by the time class ended.. i was said to be haggard.. arghh. do i really look that haggard these days? since i get this question popping like, "are you ok? you look dead/haggard/destroyed/broken."
Sunday a.k.a Today.. OMG! orchestra.. i'm the ONLY PERSON THERE FOR PLUCKED STRINGS B4 LUNCH!!!!! WTH!!!... so stress.. but ok was saved after lunch... then went to dhoby gauht for dinner at Carls Jr.. drank a lot.. and I'M NOT GOING TO EAT SUPERSTAR EVER AGAIN.. its tiring eating my way through.. haha.. now theres a superstar in me and its singing a rock concert with the french fries and onion rings..
TOMORROW IS TEACHERS' DAY.. WISH ALL THE TEACHERS HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY AND WISH THEM MANY JOYFUL DAYS TEACHING IN THE DAYS TO COME..
personal space:
sigh.. dunno whats up lately.. everything so sour again.. i hate this feeling.. its bad for the soul... but i can't help it somehow.. its just there infront of my eyes.. that image.. that picture.. argh!!!.. would it be envy or jealousy.. looking at things from so many perspectives.. i should try to make time my best friend. maybe then as time passes things might look better.. "self denial"... argh.. i dunno.. probably got something to do with me being an Earth Element and a Taurus and my planet is Venus.. lack of Gurantees leading to insecurities.. argh..
must i really open out myself? i don't feel like taking the initiative anymore.. its just disastrous each time it happens.. if that person knows then things will be easier? i don't think so.. i don't know.. i don't even know what to believe or trust.. everything is still very much broken from the past few years.. collectively from broken to shattered and now powdered.. nothing much left..
ARGH what should be done?!!!!!!
SIGNING OFF