Wednesday, November 12, 2008
OH MY GAWD
OMG omg omg... omg at so many thingswell ok.. its really funny how many things can pop up and out anytime.. i am probably most likely used to it already.. just like how my moods can pop up and out anytime also.. Had my last creative workshop last week with my group.. SOOO HAPPY... dunid to work with them for 7 weeks.. or around there.. i wish that class was scraped away anyway..
Keyboard assesment.. i don't even want to talk about it...
Mainstudy assesment.. my string snapped.. well i still thought of continuing without it.. but it was 1st string so too bad.. my most impt string.. sigh... so had to restart...
Choir assesment, very satisfied with it.... definitely after all that amount of practice and dynamics and expressions used.
Group Ensemble.. I must orchestrate a mini Chinese Orchestra!!... HOW WITHOUT INSTRUMENTS.. and 1 thing i definitely admit.. i can rearrange things but not create things.. I fail as a musician to create anything.. even if i did they were all either adaptations or just disgusting cheena music.. hating myself for it...
More assesments coming soon.. friday the most stressing.. i got Aural, Theory and Gamelan.. i am PANICING FOR EVERYTHING NOW...
i will continue to work hard to achieve the many things i want.. whether they become mine or not ultimately its just life..
competition just round the corner... moods are definitely swinging.. well i definitely don't expect any of the lecturers to actually give a damn that i'm already freaking stressed out with all these... nothing else can support me through this time other than myself and some sanity... sorry to all those i've asked for favours to help me complete some of my school works to you, i really cannot produce anywork right now till december is over..
i find myself so stressed after today.. i just went to the school library and started smashing the keyboard.. -_-... then wanted to go eat ice.. found it too expensive.. then went to bugis junction for Ice Kachang with edmund.. then suddenly got craving to just STUFF myself till content.. so we went Sakae Sushi buffet.. amazingly its cheaper now.. then we went back to school to watch the Musical "Nunsense", really great show, very funny... argh... i always feel so crippled without my phone.. batt died in the evening... now for some pictures like i promised haha
Pic 1 : Tempting isn't it?
Pic 2 : Garliic!!!
Pic 3 : SINFUL...
Pic 4 : The Soup Spoon with Edmund (=
Pic 5 : If life was like a coffee what would yours be..?
Posted by wJ at 11:36 PM
Monday, November 3, 2008
Excuse me
ahh.. pardon me.. my simple mind has breached levels beyond sane.. my whole week was arduously insane.. complete demonification i should say.. scary..cm went to shanghai on sat morning.. sadly i didn't wake up cos i slept at 4.30 and intended to wake at 5.30.. shouldn't have slept... sian...
celebrated Sam's b'day on Sat.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY... we bought him CK belt.. haha i think its the best gift we ever gave him.. at least he was VERY VERY VERY happy with it.. haha.. the moment was worth it..
anyway.. my week ended most disastrously.. i changed nails and went for lesson... BIGGEST REGRET!!!... i totally cannot feel a thing... felt super chao uncomfortable playing anything i just gave up playing during lesson... "WTF!!" i gave up... how bold.. ha.. ok la.. adapting now... BETTER BE FAST.. anyway another incident happened and totally killed all my mood..
LETS TALK THIS OUT!
i was just having those normal busy bus trips on Sunday and guess what.. just because my bag was huge and my pipa just as huge.. i was standing at the back column after the door. and there was barely space behind me.. this old uncle decided to stand behind me out of everywhere else.. and one lady next to me wanted to exit of cos i had to adjust myself.. and i believe i was pushing against the uncle... GUESS WHAT... he FREAKING SLAMMED MY PIPA FORWARD!!... i swore i wanted to unsheath it and smash his blardy hollow head.. then whole bus trip gimmi that "du lan black face".. TMD...
the elderly always complain youths have no respect for them.. DO THEY HAVE ANY FOR US? nut twits.. who pays taxes and crap so that the government can aid/support them.. stupid senial old disrespectful uncle..
haha i was reminded of Little Britain thanks to Adrian.. haha... teach halfway got tired decide to entertain himself answering us.. "the computer says, No." his digressed stories are all so freaking funny.. "Winter Sonata ur HEAD LA".. ok la.. his classes are the most fun so far.. at least got learn something..
Assesments are coming.. so is competition... pull some spirit and energy and CHIOONG!!.. sadly my batteries are dry liao.. need recharge.. but not enough time.. so gotta use self moti to recharge ba.. ha...
The past forever haunts the present.. the present may not reflect the future.. all is unpredictable.. yet all so balanced..
will post some nice pics soon..