Wednesday, November 12, 2008

OH MY GAWD

OMG omg omg... omg at so many things

well ok.. its really funny how many things can pop up and out anytime.. i am probably most likely used to it already.. just like how my moods can pop up and out anytime also.. Had my last creative workshop last week with my group.. SOOO HAPPY... dunid to work with them for 7 weeks.. or around there.. i wish that class was scraped away anyway..

Keyboard assesment.. i don't even want to talk about it...

Mainstudy assesment.. my string snapped.. well i still thought of continuing without it.. but it was 1st string so too bad.. my most impt string.. sigh... so had to restart...

Choir assesment, very satisfied with it.... definitely after all that amount of practice and dynamics and expressions used.

Group Ensemble.. I must orchestrate a mini Chinese Orchestra!!... HOW WITHOUT INSTRUMENTS.. and 1 thing i definitely admit.. i can rearrange things but not create things.. I fail as a musician to create anything.. even if i did they were all either adaptations or just disgusting cheena music.. hating myself for it...

More assesments coming soon.. friday the most stressing.. i got Aural, Theory and Gamelan.. i am PANICING FOR EVERYTHING NOW...


i will continue to work hard to achieve the many things i want.. whether they become mine or not ultimately its just life..

competition just round the corner... moods are definitely swinging.. well i definitely don't expect any of the lecturers to actually give a damn that i'm already freaking stressed out with all these... nothing else can support me through this time other than myself and some sanity... sorry to all those i've asked for favours to help me complete some of my school works to you, i really cannot produce anywork right now till december is over..

i find myself so stressed after today.. i just went to the school library and started smashing the keyboard.. -_-... then wanted to go eat ice.. found it too expensive.. then went to bugis junction for Ice Kachang with edmund.. then suddenly got craving to just STUFF myself till content.. so we went Sakae Sushi buffet.. amazingly its cheaper now.. then we went back to school to watch the Musical "Nunsense", really great show, very funny... argh... i always feel so crippled without my phone.. batt died in the evening... now for some pictures like i promised haha







Pic 1 : Tempting isn't it?

Pic 2 : Garliic!!!

Pic 3 : SINFUL...

Pic 4 : The Soup Spoon with Edmund (=

Pic 5 : If life was like a coffee what would yours be..?

Posted by wJ at 11:36 PM