Monday, August 22, 2011
Looking back
Reading the 200+ posts by me in my younger days.. I am a complicated kid..
Literally an Angry Bird all my life.. Always felt the world was unfair towards me, I was a misfit in this world (or maybe still am). The most critical period of my life were never recorded (they actually were before i threw all of it into the fire), however some recent events are still archived away just that my mind is age-ing way faster than my body thus starting to lose my memory as to where it is.
How much have i grown since 2009, I believe that would be quite a lot but not enough. 2009 and 2010 if i remember correctly were my hardest days. Living life on the edge, not of glory but of sanity. Am i chronically depressed? My world has turned so demented. My dreams merged with reality to form some of the most disturbing and demented thoughts in my mind. All like an Alice in Wonderland gone wrong.. Perhaps in my younger days, i've met the wrong people, loved the wrong people and now i'm no better.
Posted by wJ at 10:19 AM